MuSiC oF mY LiFe

~~Friday, September 16, 2005~~

lalala~

End of all 4 papers! So proud of myself cos i manage to finish all 4! haha...To moi, e papers r hard manz! haha. Cos i din study enuff. All e last min work is jus rubbish. But eh...4get it. Muahaha...enuff is enuff! Exam results gonna b out on 6 Oct i heard. So, i shall enjoy 1 mth of bookless moments N find myself again manz. =)

Yest aft paper went to tutor my peer stds at sch lib. Woah. a few of dem at lst, den in e end focused on 1 std. Haha. Tutored Organic n BioChem. i hate tt sub by e way. But nvm, they needed more. So i went. Forgot alot but manage to explain la. Taught her till abt 8. Wanted to go out, but mind was fused. so went hm. Rest n played guitar till 2am.

N Guess wad i did today?

I cleared my notes! Haha. Wanted to chug everytink aside but i cant stand e sight of e notes...haha. so i decided to clear it. Took a big basket, put e recycle plastic bags over it, and start throwing stuffs. I even saw lyk my sec sch books lar. wonder y i kept dem for. A whole cupboard of it. So i jus threw dem. Let dem be of better use. Let them be recycled. =) Cleared my notes in files and such too. Much neater nw. i dun see my notes everywhere le.

Den fren called ard 2. We arranged to meet at 4. I was um..late. Den went to acc. him do his stuffs. Aft, we went over to PP. Slack n walk n play till 7+. Took a ride to TM, bought movie tix for a 9.50 show and went to grab a bite be4 goin in. We bought tix for "The Cave". Dumb dumb show manz. haha. Its abt some explorers wanting to search for some cave and they went in, saw weird creatures tt attacks dem cos they were food to dem. And e creatures were actually mutants of pple n stuff. 1 of their fren got killed, was turned into 1 and start killing them too. In e end, they din kill e creatures, n they onli aim to get out of tt place and e dumb tink is tt they became slight mutants too cos they got scratched or sth. =.= Another dumb tink is also tt e place tt they managed to survive was so near to the surface of e water. And e creatures nv went out be4 lyk they did. =.=lll Nvm. haha. The effects were ok lar.

Aft e show was ard 12am le. mum was nagging too le. So fren cabbed me hm le.

Duno if i shld go sch tml. Alot to do still. Nw comes CCA stuff...HAIZ...hope everytink gonna turn out rite...got a bad hunch or wad lor...shitz....ANd if TIFF u r reading tis, sorry to remind u but pls do wad u hav to do and present it by mon. Come for practises too. tis is jus a gentle reminder. Dun joke too much wif me on these stuffs okie? Sometimes is finez, but nt too often. Cos it might get in moiz. Thx....muackz. Really afraid tt everytink wun work out so i get worked up on bad attitudes or heck-care replies sometimes tho' i noe u all might not mean it.

Haiz, i noe there will always be dull and low periods when in preparations for such stuffs but it cant be avoided. Hope i get support rather than cold shoulders and disapprovals...practises might seem mundane and meaningless if ur mindset has alr been fixed wif a boring image. Its lyk wad some pple say, we plan and decide hw we think our day will be. If we wake up early in e morn, and say, " wah raoz, today sux la...", den it will be sucky. If we tink optimistically, and say " today will be a gr8 day!", we alr start our day RIGHT. So tink positively. Nothin willl be gained when we jus sit ard and do nth. Omg..wad m i doin...crapz.

Tons to do...i can really put of more load when i step down..shucks...wad a life.

i wanna practise my guitar....i need to...been so slow in learning songs cos my conc. pwr is not there...eekz...

Impt events coming up:

1) Music camp 05 (19/9)

2) Family concert (29/10)

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